November 2010
“Extraordinary things are always hiding in places people never think to look.”
—Jodi Picoult, My Sister’s Keeper (via -maybeimdreaming)
October 2010
My best friend texted me, he asked if I looked nice right now. I told him no, and he said to get ready so I look good, not to him, but to myself. Only text him back If I felt happy with how I looked. This confused me but I didn't ask questions. I just got ready, and finally after an hour or two, I told him I felt happy with how I looked, sort of. The door rang about 10 minutes later, and my friends told me to come with them to the park. This confused me but I didn't ask questions, I was bored anyways. We walked to the park, it wasn't that far, and they said to sit on the swing set. I didn't really like the swings at this park because it was the very place my first love broke up with me & shattered my heart. Just sitting on the swing hurt a bit, I went into silence at the memories. Suddenly, I was blindfolded. When my friends took it off, there he was. The boy who told me to get ready, I liked this boy, he was my best friend. He handed me a rose and got down on his knee. "I know this is one of your least favorite places. I also know you stopped believing in love after 2 shots to the chest. And you don't like change. But this is good change, I think. I want to change this swingset from the place where you closed your door to love to the place where it just began. I've sat by & watched you get hurt long enough. You're beautiful, smart, talented, sweet, funny. And impatient. So, I won't drag this out. I love you, & I'd like to be your boyfriend...Will you go out with me?" This boy was my 3rd love, he made me feel special. It's been 5 long years, & just today, he said those exact words. To propose.
LOVE GIVES ME HOPE
GMH
Oh, this freakin’ inspires me. We often seek for other people’s attention, not knowing that someone’s already giving his to you. BOY BEST FRIEND ♥
You say "k" a lot and it looks as if you don't care , you say "lol" a lot and it looks as if you're faking , you reply so late and it looks as if you don't want to talk to me , I always talk to you first and it looks as if you're getting annoyed . But that's alright with me , I just want you to know that even though I'm feeling sad by the way we talk to each other , even though I'm boring and annoying towards you , I want you to know that I'll always be there for you waiting because there isn't a day out there that I can go on without talking to you .
I hope you know how I’m feeling , but I’ll be there waiting .
i get to see all of my sister BBG’s tonight!!:)
sooo exciteddddd its going to be an amazingg nightt
day 6: a song that reminds me of somewhere →
youtube.com
reminds me of cltc
i miss it sooo muchhh<33
day 5: a song that reminds me of someone →
youtube.com
this reminds me of allie:)
for..reasons i will not say ahhaha
day 4: a song that makes me sad →
youtube.com
there is a reason that this one especially makes me sad.
i used to cry everytime i heard it
now i can listen to it, but it makes me really upset:/
Play
day 2: least favorite song
im not going to post it to spare you the pain of listening to it:) but its use somebody by kings of leon, which u probs heard
i hate it sooo much. they have no talent whatsoever. i could go on for hours saying how much they suck, but thats not really nice, so i wont. but they honestly suck.
